Saturday, August 16, 2014





Walking down a path aimlessly
Don't know where would it lead me
To the dark corners or to the bright shade
Oblivious of why I'm walking this path
Challenging every idea and every belief that I have accumulated so far

Sometimes I want to leave and abandon the path as
I find it excruciating to accept the changes
It's difficult to endure when your beliefs on which
you have laid down your foundation,be shaken to the deepest roots

It's like you have to start over again with new beliefs
Sometimes I find myself lost in those despair moments
that I have tried to forget and fought  for a long time
Sometimes the world drags me and
Sometimes I, myself can be claimed as the culprit
In the moments of uncertainity, you find yourself  searching
for a thing to clung to

The world is full of sufferings but still somewhere positivity prevails
Someday when you smile without any reason
Someday when you break from your monotonicity to challenge the world
'FAITH' that's the word that takes you through turbulent times
No matter how hard the time is, you clung yourself to the notion of hope.




In a soft sunlight and a cool breeze
I find myself searching for a reverberant voice
that has travelled a distance to reach my ears
to lease a section in my heart
I find it difficult to preserve the beauty of that voice
As it flows through my body like a pulse
and shakes every inch of it with its rhythm
Lost in that,I find myself oblivion of my surroundings
Every note that I feel, makes me
more rejuvenating and more vibrant.
The rhythmic beats of my untamed heart resonates
with the beats of that rhythmic voice
It's like that rhythm is healing the untouched wounds inflicted
on a soul that has for so long served as a victim in an
outrageous world.

Friday, August 15, 2014





Its her smile that steals my heart
Its her eyes that disturbs the tranquility of my mind
Its her black shining hair that leaves me in a trance
Its her voice that soothes me
Her Thoughts preoccupies my mind and
keeps me far away from ennui
O Dear Lord
Is this love...
The monotonocity in life is breached by
a tide of vibrancy
My heart betrays me and aches for her
Well, she's oblivious of my feelings
I hope she is not skeptical
O lord, give me strength to approach her
and reveal my helpless state
It does not happen always
that what you desire, you get
But I will not shrivel till I open my heart to her.



In my dreamy state
A I walked beside my inner self
I asked -Are u real..
'Did you exist or is it a hoax'
He laughs and replies-what you think..
Well I have not seen you before, so
I don't trust your existence
But here you are with me, it kinds of
put me in a delirium and that freaks me out
He told me to close my eyes and feel the surroundings
Its then I realized how tranquil a mind can be
Trying to shatter the cobwebs that frightened me so often
has always resulted in a failure
But now I feel in harmony with my inner upsurges
It seems that a long lost peace has finally been recovered

Monday, October 14, 2013

SUPERNATURAL


Seriously, I didn't know about this show until my friend recommended me and also assisted me in getting one with the storyline .I started on it and as more I experienced it, the more I found it to be so close to my life .I simply can't resist and I was well addicted to it.

The story is about two brothers-Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester, who are hunters and they hunt the supernatural beings like demons,vampires and others.Their father was not into hunting business until he speculated the fact that the death of his spouse was due to the action of a powerful demon.This made him a hunter looking for the methods on how to kill and tackle these kind of beings.He searched and well got hands on various methods which he dully jotted down in his diary.Due to the involvement of the father, Dean(elder son) got into the family business..But Sam was well distant with all these and he was busy getting his degree from a University and in spending a quality time with his girlfriend,Betty.

Well I kind of short in time ,so will write later
Love you always
Ayush.